Its ten after one in the morning, and guess what? I'm still up. Normally I'd be laying down right now so that I'll have gotten enough sleep for tomorrow's work day, but I don't go in until later in the evening. So I'm still up.

Anywho, I sent Stuart a text when I got up this morning appologizing for the way I acted on Sunday. I never got a response back. But it was still fairly early in the morning and he was probably either at work or in class and couldn't respond. I'm not too bothered by it. I just have to wait and see what happens. Like my mom keeps telling me, if its meant to happen, it will. I just need to be patient.

That's my problem right there. I'm not a patient person. I never have been. I've always had a lack of patience, and when I'm pissed, it almost completely disappears. I'm not pissed though, so I still have some patience in me. I just don't want to be waiting a whole long ass time before I find out if he really does feel something towards me. Ugh.

Life is so dramatic its insane. Its all kinds of craziness. Whatever. Life is how we make it combined with the hands we're dealt. All we can do is make the most of it while we all still have the chance.

Damn, I'm so bored, I'm out of stuff to say. I guess I can always just lay down and hope for sleep. Maybe tonight I'll dream. Something I haven't done in quite a few nights.

G'nite NuTang.

and goodnight to you...although it is now the following morning. Well..here anyway haha You should still be asleep so hopefully you're dreaming!
» etheracide on 2007-03-15 07:54:28

Aww.. it's okay.. I guess maybe Stuart needs time to figure out his own feeling.
» Nuttz on 2007-03-15 09:22:11

You're mum is right... but then, I HATE it when people say that... Even if it's true :-) Hope he gets in contact with you! :-)
» LittleBrit on 2007-03-16 05:44:12

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