I feel alone again. I just don't feel like I'm in a relationship anymore. I haven't actually talked to Justin since the last time he was here ... last Wednesday. We exchanged a few texts on Thursday and then again on Sunday, but other than that, nothing.

He's not answering my texts and he's not answering my calls or returning them. I have a strong feeling he's ignoring me. That he's doing this on purpose.

It makes me wonder why. Why is he doing this? Is it because he's found someone else? Is he mad at me? Did he find out about Stuart? I want to know why he's not bothering to even say hi.

I knew that our relationship wasn't going to last long, but I was hoping it would last up until I moved. I guess I was hoping for too much.

Why is it whenever I try to think positive, it falters? I've never really been an optimistic person, but its things like this that keep me from being positive about things.

I don't even know what to say anymore. I just wish something would happen to confirm my uneasy feeling or to prove it wrong and unnecessary.

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