I have started a blog on Blogger. I've only posted 7 times, but each of them revolves around one thing. One person, actually: David. I've written about him a few times on here, under each of my three names, I do believe. But this blog on Blogger is completely dedicated to how I feel about him.

I know for a fact that he's never going to read it. I don't even think anyone anywhere has seen it. Its not a site that's as open as this one is. Maybe one day I'll give him the URL, but that may or may not ever happen.

Before I move I'll tell him somewhat of how I feel towards him, but I don't think I'll ever be able to get it all out and without faultering. I'm also afraid of how he's going to react. I don't want to come off as 'obsessive' or 'overly attached,' but I want to get my point across.

Once I started that blog, I decided to keep the subject focused around David so that I could document how I feel and so that no one would be able to read it. He knows that I keep a blog here and he remembers the site name because it rhymes with something else. But I don't know if he remembers my usernames here on Nutang. Keeping the blog on the other site prevents him from reading it. I'm not sure how he would react if he were to find it and read what I've written.

Anywho, I'm having a little trouble focusing on writing this cuz I'm watching TV. I'll write again whenever.

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