I'm still really confused about how I feel towards Stuart. I still miss him a lot and there are still a few things I can't do that don't make me immediately think of him, but it seems to be a little easier now.

I don't talk to him near as much as I used to. It hurts a little; my mind keeps wanting to think the worst. I try waiting for him to contact me, but when he doesn't my mind keeps wanting to think that he just doesn't want to talk to me. I know that hes busy, especially now that he's working, but a part of my mind keeps going to the worst assumtion.

Last night I texted him cuz I hadn't talked to him in a few days and he responded, but when he told me he was watching a movie, I asked if he wanted me to let him get back to the movie. He said yes, but that he would text me in a bit. I never got any messages afterwards ... and I was up till past 6 {I wasn't waiting on him, I was reading}

I want to text him tonight, but I'm afraid it'll push him to not want to talk to me.

Gah! I need to stop thinking about it and overanalyzing it. I need more distractions ...

Why not just call and tell him how you're feeling?
» alexsedotcx on 2007-08-06 06:16:12

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